By the way, I’m really crap about answering questions. It’s not because I don’t love everyone who asks (because I do), it’s just because I get distracted by shiny things. Or corgi videos.
I think you heart my blog to subscribe? I’m glad you found it- we ALL go through those damn mood swings.
Ugh. Boys are crap.
Expect a crappy first year and then it gets better. You’ll meet idiots with and without it, but you’ll realize that you’re much better than it. I’m having an OB right now and it was painful the first day, but now it’s gone.
Keep your chin up!
So it’s right around this time 4 years ago that I first received the wonderful gift from a not-so-wonderful person. There are some things that could be better, but…
It’s less like this:
Because you’re not thinking about it all day, every day
You start to worry less that people are going to act like this when you tell them
And if they do have a problem, you can tell them this
So to all my friends, we are awesome. Give me some of this:
I never put much thought into the “stress leads to an outbreak” thing, because some of my most tired/stressful times (when I’m working extremely long days in a row and am very tired) have not prompted anything.
Last week, however, I was shaking due to stress I thought I was going to have to be committed. Long story short, my boss is crazy and is hell-bent on demoralizing me. I wasn’t perfect, but I also wasn’t as screwed up as she thought.
Then BAM! painful outbreak, right near where I got my first outbreak. I’ve had HSV-2 for about 4 years now, so outbreaks are rare and not often painful. Usually just something I notice that goes away after two days.
So basically- stress is not my friend.
Also, dating still sucks.
Just didn’t have my computer for awhile. Still dating. Still getting my heart broken. On the flip side, my job sucks so bad that that takes up most of my time in life.
(I cannot stop laughing what is wrong with me)
I need this in my life forever.
So apparently I’m super funny online. I’m pretty, witty, charming. And then I meet a guy in person (recently they’ve all known about the herp, so that isn’t the issue).
They say they want to see me again…and then they disappear.
One told me he was moving away, but then just emailed my herp account (I met him through my non-herp OK Stupid profile).
One just was too weird for words. I’m not really mourning that at all.
One gave me a hug, a kiss on the cheek, and told me he wanted to see me again. Sent him a thanks text, he sent one back, haven’t heard from him since.
I’m curious what exactly is wrong with me.